From that time, I know I was in trouble, seeking help and begging for something.I thought, doing that would make me more motivated but not. So, I tried putting an end to that and occasionally moved into a new path..
I’ve tried to just go with the flow, do whatever things that would really make me happy.Although. I felt Happiness yet, that happiness I felt was like not shinning. It’s not enough to make me shine, to be able to feel real happiness.. I’m incomplete.
I felt terrible and sometimes wanted to commit suicide but I’m smart, life is to be cherish.
though my dream wouldn’t come up in reality I’m sure there are some that will.. I just have to wait for that perfect time to appear.
So, to tell you guys the truth, When I was young, I was like a prince.. not a prince with countless money but a prince that’s been spoiled with LOVE.but suddenly, it came to an end and eventually my prince’s life ends. My mom got separated from my dad and we never saw each other again.
15years had passed…Until a miracle suddenly happens.. My mom suddenly came back to me, she phoned me telling that she was sorry for all the things she had done..
That time I was like (Yey! I’m saved) She’s currently in Japan Living with her new husband and a 13year-old child. I asked her if it’s okay if she could get me to go and live and japan and she replied that It’s okay and will just have to ask an attorney what things or document she needs to get ready.
and now, I might be able to go and pursue a carrier in japan,probably?though, whatever happen I now have her with me..